( thankfully, sam's pause gives damon time to fill the fog back in. jeremy and jenna disappear first, followed by stefan. elena lingers longer than the rest, but even she is swallowed up eventually, and finally damon can relax. marginally, anyway — he doesn't want that to happen again, but if sam keeps roaming further in his head, there's no guarantee it won't. if it weren't for all he has to keep from elena, that wouldn't matter.
Keep going, he says after a second, all traces of his joking manner lost. he doesn't want to be here, he doesn't want to be doing this. he's willingly making himself the most vulnerable and open he's ever been, all for a girl who, at this point, barely tolerates him.
the things he finds himself doing for love never stop disgusting him. )
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Keep going, he says after a second, all traces of his joking manner lost. he doesn't want to be here, he doesn't want to be doing this. he's willingly making himself the most vulnerable and open he's ever been, all for a girl who, at this point, barely tolerates him.
the things he finds himself doing for love never stop disgusting him. )